Fat

Ugh I am so upset with myself! I have gained the weight back that I had gained in December. Even an additional pound. I hate it! I hate every inch of my body. I have gone to some extreme measures to lose this weight. I will not weigh this much. I haven't weighed this in over 3 years. So I started on weight loss pills. Nothing else I was doing is working. I know that some of this is a side effect of one of the injections I had to take (for 2 weeks) for egg assistance. I have read up on it and most woman have stated that they have gained 3-10 pounds. I gained 4 pounds. I blame it on the injection. It doesn't seem fair to have to go through this just to produce eggs. So I am upset but determined to lose those pounds.