Struggle

Uhg, I am really struggling. I have been doing sooooo well for the past few months and all of the sudden I wake up so depressed! I hate the idea of getting up and out of bed. I am forcing myself, but it isn't changing my mood. I dread going to work. There has been quite a bit of stress there, but mostly it is the people that I a interacting with. There has been miscommunications with my boss and others- so as a result I have been feeling not wanted or like I am walking on egg shells. Every time I walk into work I immediately want to go home. I leave at any chance that I can. My sleep has increased. One day I slept 17 hours straight. I would have kept sleeping but my boyfriend woke me up. I was awake for a few hours and then went right back to sleep. I hate feeling like this. I hate how my body looks. I hate how my body feels. Everything just seems pointless. I don't want to talk to anyone, especially people at work. I am just done there! It is a struggle to get through the day without breaking down. I hate feeling like this.