Sunday, January 2, 2022

Happy Birthday

Quiet and subdued feeling. I knew I wouldn’t get a happy birthday from my mom today. I have lived 40 years of hearing my mom tell me happy birthday in some form or another. Today just felt different   I wasn’t going to hear from her. I prepared myself for this. It didn’t stop the constant looking at my phone though. I miss her. It didn’t feel like a birthday at all. Just another day. I wish I could hear her voice again. 

My sister texted me happy birthday. My dad texted me to tell me about something random, but no happy birthday. I didn’t really expect him too. My mom always took care of the birthday greetings and calls. Still feels lonely. 

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