Group was ok. I was really frustrated. It was me, Amanda, and Kimberly. I am comfortable with this group. We checked in and I had stated that I would like to talk about my upcoming trip and the need to feel like I am the middle man and peace maker. As other checked in, Amanda talked about the same thing she always does. Being sad and her sabotaging herself. She is so sweet, but it is always the same thing. It ended up taking the entire time, with the focus completely on her. She is so sweet but
2/16
Right before group I had an altercation with Dee Dee. Before then it had been a good day. In check in I was able to tell them that within the last 30 minutes my day had changed and now I was feeling angry/sad/hurt. I didn't realize how upset I was. I began to cry. I couldn't control it. The group tonight was on anger so I was slowly able to process it. I was shut down a lot the rest of group and was exhausted from crying. I did feel better after processing the incident. Dinner was hard. I was so upset so I just didn't want to eat. I ate 3 bites of chicken and 2 bites of rice. The rest of group was decent.
After group Kimberly asked to talk to me. She told me that God had placed it on her heart to tell me that God wants me to call out to him and claim his name over my life and to ask for healing. She told me the devil is trying to discourage and work against me. We ended up talking and going to get frozen yogurt afterwards. It was good to sit down and get to know each other better.
Right before group I had an altercation with Dee Dee. Before then it had been a good day. In check in I was able to tell them that within the last 30 minutes my day had changed and now I was feeling angry/sad/hurt. I didn't realize how upset I was. I began to cry. I couldn't control it. The group tonight was on anger so I was slowly able to process it. I was shut down a lot the rest of group and was exhausted from crying. I did feel better after processing the incident. Dinner was hard. I was so upset so I just didn't want to eat. I ate 3 bites of chicken and 2 bites of rice. The rest of group was decent.
After group Kimberly asked to talk to me. She told me that God had placed it on her heart to tell me that God wants me to call out to him and claim his name over my life and to ask for healing. She told me the devil is trying to discourage and work against me. We ended up talking and going to get frozen yogurt afterwards. It was good to sit down and get to know each other better.
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